I know. I JUST KNOW for sure. If I had a sister, things would not have been like this today. Bilkul bhi nahii

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them..

Love itttt <3

Its not only rainbows and butterflies..

I say that distance makes the relationship stronger and a voice inside my head tells me to react much aggressively and counter argue myself. I mean obviously it is going to be stronger because when you’re hardly meeting and you’re not living in to witness all the minor details of the opposite sex, you tend to like the person more or if I may say so you tend to like his voice more. It’s mostly like two voices coming out of the telephone sets having a relationship!

 To be honest  when getting into a relationship one doesn’t know that missing someone can almost cause a behavior disorder. It’s like a  clock ticking in your head all the time ,taking the longest time to strike midnight, it’s like you’re standing on a train station waiting for your train to arrive, it’s like you’re stuck in a room with Gerard Butler and Fawad Khan :P and you can’t even look at them. Yeah, that’s how bad it really is!!

Every morning I wake up and I go to college while thinking when this train is finally going to come, not because I love him too much or I would die without him like in all Bollywood movies… but only for the reason that I am sick of waiting and having something hanging on my mind like a pendulum. I mean like seriously even a baby is born in 9 months! Now, when I think of it I hardly remember being single ever, even the one year of being in a commitment makes me feel as if it has been a decade of waiting.

When life starts resembling your favourite show.

Meredith: [voiceover] They train doctors slowly. They watch us practice on frogs, and pigs, and dead people, and then live people. They drill us relentlessly. They raise us like children. And eventually, they take a cold, hard boot, and they kick us out of the nest..

=)

Reminds me of the day when Dr K told me to diagnose and treat a patient all by myself. Without any assistance. MY first patient =D =P

Bruno :D

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two

And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends

Are supposed to do, oh yeah! <3

Link-ed

"After years of observance and coming to terms with the verity that we all are poles apart in our temperaments and interests, I somehow tried to figure out the common links that bind us women together. Interestingly, I have found some interesting ones. No matter how sophisticated you are, what background you come from, what company you keep, there are certain things that were made to tickle every woman’s fancy. What connects us? Maybe a fabulous looking shoe.A dress to die for.A sought after celebrity. A bizarre dream. A discussion on a reality show.A recipe. A perverted joke.A gorgeous mentor, or the sheer grief of him being married. Don’t let the fear of not having anyone to cry with you keep you away from having people to laugh with. Lets get it straight. People have dedicated their entire lives to sort out their problems, so it would be silly to expect them to solve yours. Having said that, keep the vast differences aside and cherish the little similarities together. If not anything else, then it would at least leave you with fond memories. And what else is life except for a unique, everlasting collection of memories?. Maybe ten years down the road, when you’re doing the dishes and your daughter tells you how cute her new teacher is, all you’ll do is smile at her, and leave in silence with all those untold wonderful stories behind that smile."

Leave The Memories Alone

Moments can change lives. A hug, a pat on the back, a long conversation without uttering a word, a warm embrace of your parent, the feeling of having a friend around who is in real miles away from you, the touch of your sibling’s hand and the years that their giggles and laughter add to your life..You cant define these moments. Because they define you.

Not even a little bit..

"I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car, 
I hate it when you stare. 
I hate your big dumb combat boots 
and the way you read my mind. 
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme. 
I hate the way you're always right, 
I hate it when you lie. 
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry. 
I hate it when you're not around, 
and the fact that you didn't call. 
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, 
not even close
not even a little bit 
not even at all."



Some songs and words rip your heart out and should never be listened to.. Never!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkkDcaP8beI

'07 - '10

2007- everyone promised to meet on this day. every year. no matter what.
2010- aww its sports day? wish i could go. haha!


i need to sleEP  o_O
and stop flooding my bro's wall. but this is one of the few ways i can irritate him now. i miss him. seriously. laptop phone sab theek chal raha hai. phir bhi i miss him :/

kia yaar :/

I dont like this..I swear, I seriously dont. The way something pops up out of the blue and leaves you troubled. So much of happiness and laughter, a perfect day and then a weird shock in my inbox that took away my sleep.
 Uhhhh :@ :@

 Hours changed into days, days into weeks, weeks into months, and soon, years will go by. The only thing which is to remain resolute is reality, the same reality that I face as i look into my cellphone's contact book. There is a number that I'll never get a call from again. Not even a text. I inevitably smile at the thought: This was the only number that kept my cellphone ringing at all times specially a day before exam.


Mashed potatoes with cream cheese and pepper ..Lovin it. :D

Winter is not a season. Its a state of mind. Unreasonable servings of tea and coffee, deadly cravings for seafood, losing yourself in old classics and sleeping on the couch despite having a bed that covers half of your room.
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Does dipping 'zeera plus' in coffee and staring at katzung (not reading) at 4:30 am makes sense? No? Ok thankyou :)

na kaho - (the song with funny memories :D)

tabeerein le aaun mein

tum sapne de do mujhay :)

last years proff leave was different. really really different. i passed my mocks with good marks. i had simple sweet things on my mind. this year- i barely passed my mocks. but i passed okay :P and i have ALOT of things on my mind. complicated things. that just refuse to get out. and its hard to live as the only child. just like its hard to memorize pharmacokinetics of each and every drug. i mean jab patient ko dawaii prescribe kerein ge tou usko nazar araha hoga na khanay wali hai peenay wali hai yar injection hai. why make us suffer? :@

2 days and i havnt watched a single episode of greys or gg. Guess Im good at overcoming addictions =D

hahah but i ws trying to avoid these shows so that i could start studying. sigh!

Im missing my diary.. And with no diary around i feel kind of friendless.. out of 250 friends on fb i dont want to talk to any1 rite now. not that i dont have any close friends to talk to. but .. i dont know wats wrong with me :s

have i changed? or have they changed? truth is everyone has! and im not liking these differences :(

just because i cant find my diary..

'Its high time i fix my routine'
This is what i think every-time i wake up with a heavy head.
My routine was overly perfect since the last mock exam. sleep at 11. wake up at 9. lekin aaista aaista asli routine pe to aana hi tha. so finally i woke up at 1 pm today! haha.
Exactly 2 weeks from mocks, i haven't started preparing for finals. shit, these were supposed to be the 'prep leaves'.  I think i have forgotten the prep and m loving the leaves.
so im thinking of being a good girl today =p and spend some time with pharma instead of my lovely laptop.

ps thank-you for the 5 minute chat. totally made my day =D

Say its true, theres nothing like me and you
Im not alone, tell me you feel it too =)

Dear song, please go away from my mind. I'd be veryy thankful!

 Pathetically i await a phone call. A text. An email. Something.. to prove myself wrong!

....

sometimes, despite all your best choices and all your best intentions... fate wins anyway.

No calls, no texts, nothing ... but i'm still here thinking about you like mad <3

Dear God..

Give me strength to stay strong in this tough world
when no one understands me,
and few have my back.
Allow me to be thankful for the joy i have.
I cant change everyone,
but please grace them with an open mind
as it is our only chance for salvation
i zip up my hoodie and turn my back
to start walking again
the road is dark.
and no one is there to help.